UGHHHH ~Taylor~

     Today has been so boring. Jessica is sleeping on the floor, and I was locked out of my house AGAIN except this time, my phone was in there. So it was much much worse.
And now I just want some ice cream.

LIKE OMG THAT MAKES ME HORNY. (FOR ICE CREAM) 

BUT. Jessica won't walk with me to get some because she's to busy sleeping with the fishies. Literally. 

She just grabbed the fish bowl, put it on the floor, took some of my pillows, and fell asleep with them. 

UGHHHH

I want ice cream so bad. 

The problem is whenever I wake her up she gets really mad at me and makes me pay for it for the rest of the day. 

Unless, I have some good reasons to wake her up. But I don't... 

I could burn some shit over the stove and start off the smoke alarms. Then act like I need her help..

But that could get out of hand.

So I guess I'm stuck talking to you losers again. 

Not really I love you guys. 

I just wanna pick you up and squeeze you till you explode.

Like this. I want to hug this until it explodes. 

I need to find something else to ramble about. 

OH. MY. GOD. I WANT ICE CREAM. 

You know what else I want?
Asian children. 

And that shall happen. One will be named Kwai Chang, and the other Ming May. They will have llama pets and, (Kwai chang's will be named Barack Obama llama and will wear a suit and tie) Ming May shall be the cutest little Asian girl ever and wear big dorky glasses. And Kwai Chang will know how to play the piano better than Beethoven without ever having one lesson.

HOLY CRAP ONE OF THE FISH JUST DIED. 

ITS DEAD. AND FLOATING IN THE BOWL. 

OH MY GOD.

WHHYYYY???????

WHY GOD WHY?!?!?!?!

Not really I think it's kind of funny. I should have never bought fish I didn't know how to take care of.

Me and Jessica are going to have a funeral for it. This is really ironic, but I feel terrible. I mean, the fish that died was Jessica's. But still. It lived such a short life :'( 

Jessica's kind of falling apart....

She's been trying to resuscitate it.

Yeah... I know.. Gross.. But.. I guess she grew close to her little fish in the time that she was sleeping next to it on the floor. 

"I saw it turn over, when I was almost asleep. But I was just thinking 'you're such a stupid fish'. And then I heard Taylor saying 'Jessica. I think your fish is dead.' And then I just knew." 

says Jessica.

What I don't get is why it happened. It had fresh water just yesterday. And we've feed it twice today. Maybe it needs more oxygen in its bowl. Because it's just a bowl, not a tank with a pump.. Maybe I should have been putting plants for oxygen in there. I don't know, but I am so grateful that my fish is smart enough to keep coming up to the surface and eat air bubbles. I thought it was retarded before, but now I understand.    

Thank you Freddy! Thank you for being a fighter! I love you *sniffle sniffle*

Well, I should probably help Jessica with the funeral. I'll post some pictures of it later.. maybe.. if it isn't to emotional. 

On friday I am going to go buy an actual tank, and some better conditions for my fish (Freddy) to live in. 

PLEASE PRAY FOR FREDDY!! HE HAS TO MAKE IT TILL FRIDAY! 

"depression is like drowning. Except you have to watch everyone around you breathing"

~T